Good Morning Boys and Girls.... after 4 1/2 days of not using a computer besides mooching off of other people, i now am the proud borrower of an Orange Piece of Crap Loner. yes, the wonders of these computers will never cease to amaze me however there are other important matters at hand that we must deal with right now. Such as the fact that i'm sitting here in Spanish, doing nothing except updating a much needed to be updated blog, (if that makes any sense), while the remaining of my class ( minus Morgen of course), is taking a spanish test. YAY is all I have to say about that. Now on a more serious note, I got home last night at about 7:25 or so with aching muscles, a tired body, a major headache that had been going on for about 3 hours and which continued to pester me until i went to bed at 9:30, and 2 parents quite upset with me because i made them late for the stupid fitting thing because i didn't call earlier. Apparently, my brother and younger sister were in trouble, as well as my older sister being in trouble. We got home and had a family meeting, joy of all joys and i am proud (not really at ALL!) to say that it's official. These feelings have been going on inside of me for quite some time but now it is definetly official. I do NOT like going home, and this isn't even a normal teenager feeling thing because it's quite a strong feeling. I do not feel comfortable in my own home nor do appreciate the way that i am treated in my own home. Now i've expressed some of my feeling towards Rebecca to my dad, (this morning right before I got out of the car) although i did not tell him about my feelings towards my home. I did, however, tell him a little bit about how i felt about Rebecca. and i have to say that it probably was not the best time for this little chat because i pretty much was about 1 second away from bursting into tears from about 8:27 to 8: 45. Ok, now that i've unloaded everything to my 3 blog friends, i would greatly appreciate all three of you not saying anything to anyone about what i just wrote. I know i can trust 2 of you....... (annika, no offense but i really don't want people to know about this...) and i'm hoping the 3rd can be quiet. Thank You all, i feel much better now. and if i don't see any of you for the rest of the day, (even though i know i will) Good afternoon, Good evening and Goodnight. :) see ya at lunch!